Here we go again. It’s time to get the website rolling again. Am I that vain to think that anyone really wants to read this? No. I just like putting my thoughts to print and recently (3 years now) it has become increasingly less often that I find the time to do so on paper. Those of you reading this say that you like to see regular updates, and I like having a place to vent. Even if it’s to the endless web of the internet, my screams, laughter and tears are going out there and are no longer bottled up inside me (much).
I’m not candy coating this site anymore. I got to the point that I was careful in choosing my words because I was afraid, “What if (insert various people here) reads this?” I had forgotten why I started putting my thought to press; to expel the uglies out of my head. The pages ahead may include ugly thoughts, ugly words and/or ugly ideas. They are there so that they don’t live in my head anymore.
So as my first post goes out you, dear reader, are warned: I can be VERY bitter, offensive and mean-spirited at times. But then, you already knew that… So where I may offend and alienate from time to time, I mean nothing personal by it. I am plagued by the fact that my tongue (and pen) is more of a shotgun than a sniper rifle. Rather than think it out and choose my words carefully, I blast out the entire mess and only then do I choose my words by picking them back out of the pile. It may be messy, but it’s how my puny brain works.
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